Thinking with myself

Family, brother and sisters, friends or foes? Sometimes, after a big conflict, between members of a same family, I start to think and relate all these offenses to my own personal problem, and that's when I get to a conclusion. Maybe I am wrong, but that's not the point, right now I am suffering for loving someone so much, and even though, he doesn't love me the same way I do him, I'd not have to guts to humiliate him. Then you tell me, why do they hurt each other so badly for nothing more or less than money issues? Who has more and who has less. We have two different sides: The ones with power and knowledge, and the ones (one) with nothing but their bad experience. The ones with power they don't care about the poor vision of those with lack of it. The ones with nothing but their bad experience, they count with what they learned throughout their lives, which in most of the time, is injustice. But the problem isn't how it happened but how they talk about it, perhaps the ones without power might be wrong, not because they want to, but because that's their distorted vision of life that led them to do it. The almighty ones, they forget that power means responsibility. And once you know more than the other person it's your duty to convey the right information without humiliating the less provided. What I mean is that: If robbed once, it makes a thief, indeed. But I have the right of redemption, or more over, I have the right of not being judged by my former mistakes once I've already paid for them, or at least had them forgiven by the affected. As a conclusion, I can say that suffering for loving too much, isn't that bad. It's better than suffering for my ego, it's better than hurting someone just because I am bigger than them, and just because I've the power to. I need to understand our different paths before judging someone, for more that it hurts me, I need to learn how to forgive the mistakes I could have done too, but "thanks god", I didn't. I might fool, but I am happy that what hurts me is love and not selfishness.